What I want

I still keep learning English. Just doing again and again everyday. But recently, I got bored. I can't take it any more in the way I am. I have to change something. What can I do indeed? I guess I need to be more active to change myself, but I don't know exactly what I should do. I have no idea. It's too difficult to be positive. My feeling have been absolutely unstable and I often get me down. After that I get better sometimes, then I am discouraged again. And this kind of things repeat over and over.

I definitely need new stimulation. I must have some objectives. I need to not only learn English but also do something else which I really want.